Friday, September 28, 2012

Mercy (Ether) (Narrative Trajectory)

Call a physician, apply artificial respiration, also hot applications, massage extremities, if patients face is pale, lower head.

DAY #1

The day of poison. I am infected by this, the day of poison. My head is lulling, I am lulled. I cannot fall asleep fast enough, it is morning, it is evening, the third day, the seventh day. I am lulled and then I am not. Things are going faster then fast then stop. The ravens and the crows are not the same, we can tell the difference between them by the build of their bodies, how they carry themselves, the build of their caws, they are outside the window one of each and looking for things to eat. There is nothing. Cars drive by and they simply hop out of the way and they do not run fast or are very concerned. Listen, you can hear it. The treatment for poison is folded in five directions, you ask which way is south as if I understand internally somehow a compass is needed. If you were to drop me in the middle of the mountains, I would not be able to find my way home, I would die. I was with this person once that parked outside of the lecture hall we were in together for a lecture on something or other and they could not find their car, we were driving all around trying to find their car, and we figured out they had parked very close, very close, their father was dying to in Tuscaloosa, their father lived in the outskirts of where we were, their father had loaned them a car, they were driving it and now they could not find it but we found it next to the lecture hall, this internal sense of direction.
No internal sense of direction. Where is south and I do not know.

DAY #2

My head is lulling but I have stopped vomiting. You are out to lunch with my cousin and I ask you to call me back later and you don't. Now we are sitting next to each other on my couch and I am feeling terrible still. The poison of the Devil's Milk. I fold the treatment five times and five different directions and I wear it on my person. I wear it close to my bosom. I wear it closer, closer.


DAY #3

There is a book called something by Goethe and it lays under my mattresses and I am scared because I dream in the quotes and I dream in the quotes from the book by Goethe and I haven't ever read it before so I stick it far far far underneath my bed where I cannot see it but in my dreams I have dreams about it where is the book where is it in a house in my dreams it is on the bedside table and when asked when asked what is on your bedside table I say Goethe but I don't have any idea and it looked like some Greek shit, some Greek shit in a play form in a play, it is a Greek shit play, I am jealous of everyone that knows more than me about Greek mythology and that is everyone so I am jealous of everyone, the curriculum changed before we got to Greek mythology. Folded five ways and under my bed with Goethe, next to a powder that is magical next a powder that is magic with crushed scorpions, a healing Hoo-Doo powder to make protect you, a healing powder. Goethe and a large line of magic dust and folded five ways instructions on how to alleviate poison.


DAY #4

Five directions and all points South and now its on my body and I am wearing it on my body for days and I can't understand which points on the body I am shooting for, a quite literal shoot, this shooting for, five directions and all points on my body and I went to sleep and had no dreams because I do not dream and I tell people that and once a girl said she couldn't date me because I do not dream, she said that she had to be with a dreamer, she had to be with someone who dreams. The other day someone came back into my life that shouldn't have and now I am talking with them all the time, even in my dreams, I am talking with them all the time. I am in my body and the poison treatment is also in my body. I took it off of my body and chewed it so I could eat it so it would be in my body so I could carry it around with me always. Always in my body the poison treatment that when I am lulling and vomiting I know why.


DAY #5

Again, in my body, on my body.


DAY #6

This treatment lives inside of my clothes, inside of my body, is constantly falling out of my chest, is constantly falling out of everywhere, I live with it in and outside. Exception: the day it was under my bed, under my bed, the day it was with Goethe and the crushed scorpion magic dust of protection, they were all together, these five points south, these five directions of fold. Call a physician. Apply artifical respiration. Hot applications. Massage extremities. Paleface (mob). Lower head. Pray.



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